Chapter 12 Reading RASHIN GODIYA Raunin Cin Amana by HAYATU BABA ZUBAIRU

Yace kinsan
kin kusa dena shan magani ko. Idan kika shanye
dose din da na siyo jiya zamuje ayi miki pap
smear. Yana dakina idan kin shigo anjima zan
baki. Ya daga gira... Hopefully zuwa time din kin
gama warkewa sai ki zama amaryar gaske.
Murmushi suka yiwa juna Ya saita bakinsa a
kunnenta did I tell you how much I love you?
Tana dariya tace noooo. Wani irin kallo yake
mata tana ja da baya yace zo na fada
miki....suka ji an bude kofar dakin. Fadila ta yi
saurin ja da baya kuyi hakuri wallahi ban san
kuna ciki ba. Huzaifa ya daka mata tsawa wane
irin iskanci ne wannan Fadila. Ta dan nuna
alamun rikicewa to ai bansan ka dawo ba ne.
Kuma naga nan dakinta ne. Yace shi dakin nata
bazaki iya yin sallama ba. Fadila tana bashi
hakuri Aishatu na bashi. Yayi tsaki ya cewa
Aishatu idan kun gama ki sameni a daki. Kuma
kiyi sauri. Har ya rufo kofar Aishatu tana
murmushi....tana son mijinta fiye da tunaninta.
Ta dubi Fadila da ta tsaya jikin kofa ki zauna
mana ko mu koma falo ne. Fadila ta sunkuyar
da kai kasa sai ga hawaye yana zuba. Aishatu
na gani ta dawo kusa da ita. Subhanallah me ya
faru? Fadila ta shaki hanci nasan Huzaifa ba
karamin fushi yake dani ba akan abubuwan da
nayi masa a baya shiyasa baya min uzuri yanzu.
Haba ki dena kuka tunda mune a karkashinsa
hakuri zaki sake bashi. Fadila ta goge ido to
nagode sosai Aishatu Allah Ya barmu tare.
Dama jiya ne da ya dawo lokacin kin kwanta ya
bani wadannan maganin na kawo miki sai bacci
ya dauke ni. Zuciyar Aishatu sai harbawa take
da sauri da sauri don bakincikin da ke cin ranta.
Fadila tana kallon yanayin Aishatu tace ga
maganin ki taimake ni kisha yanzu kuma don
Allah ki rufa min asiri kice tun a jiya na baki.
Kinsan lalurar shan magani kullum babu dadi.
Amma yace daga wannan kin gama ai. Shiru
Aishatu bakin magana. Fadila tayi alamun
tausayi da fuskarta baki ga yadda ya damu da
lalurar nan taki ba. Nima duk na damu bayan ya
fada min. Ta tashi tsaye bari naje daki...af! Ai
kuwa ina da kawa mai gyaran jiki idan kin warke
sai muje. Tana fita Aishatu ta fashe da kuka ita
kuwa Fadila ta kwashe da dariya. Kadan kika
soma gani yarinya.
Huzaifa har ya gaji da jiran Aishatu yace ko dai
Fadila ta ja ta da zance ko kuma bacci ya
dauke ta. Yayi ta kiran wayarta a kashe. Yaje
dakin kuma tana sallah. Haka ya zauna yana
jiran ta idar har kusan minti talatin taki idarwa.
Ta sallame raka'a ta takwas a kirgensa yayi
saurin tsayawa gabanta. Muryarta har rawa
take ta daga hannuwa sama zata yi kabbara ya
rike su. Haba Aish tun dazu nake jiranki. Ki
duba time har daya saura baki bani abinci ba.
Kukan da take rikewa ya kwace mata. Ya
rungume ta yana rarrashi me aka yi miki. Fadila
ce ko? Cikin kuka tace bani da lafiya ne. Sai
tauyinta ya kara kamashi kuma shine zaki yi
shiru tun dazu. Ita dai kukanta take yi. Sai da
tayi shiru yace Aish yaushe kika koyi karya ne.
Ki fada min gaskiya me aka yi miki. Tace
tausayin kaina nake ji. Huzaifa ya riketa sosai
Aish this is so unlike you. Ki fada min gaskiya.
Sai ya fita kawai yana kiran Fadila. Aishatu ta
na riko shi yaki sauraronta. Duk da dare ne
Fadila ta jima tana kasa kunne taji lokacin
tashin bomb.
RASHIN GODIYA ✂ 44
Kafin ya shiga dakinta Fadila ta shige cikin
bargo tana baccin karya. Da karfi ya buga kofar
ya bude. Ta tashi tana murza ido ita ga mai
bacci me ya faru Abban Aliya? Yace ki taso ki
biyoni daki yanzun nan sannan ya koma. Da bin
bango ta shiga a dan tsorace ta ga Aishatu ta
takure a kasa tana kuka. Tayi kwafa a ranta
lallai tarkonta yayi kamu. Huzaifa sai kai kawo
yake a dakin yace kinga samu wuri ki zauna zaki
wani tsayawa mutane a ka. Sai da ta zauna
shima ya zauna akan kujera Fadila ki fada min
gaskiya me ya hadaki da Aishatu. Ai itama sai
kukan Aishatu ba dai kin masa zancen maganin
ba, ke da na rokeki ki rufa min asiri kada yasan
yau na baki. Tuni Aishatu ta karasa yarda da
cewa Huzaifa ne ya fadawa Fadila tunda gashi
bata ji tsoron maimaita zancen a gabansa ba.
Dan zaman da tayi daga gefensa a kasa ta tashi
ta canja wuri gaba daya. Shi kuwa ya kasa gane
inda su biyun suka dosa yace Fadila wane
maganin. Ta kalli Aishatu ina ledar? Aishatu ta
nuna mata tana kan bedside drawer. Fadila ta
dauko ta durkusa a gabanshi ta mika masa.
Yana gani yayi saurin tashi Fadila a ina kika
dauko ledar nan? Dan kukanta ta cigaba kayi
hakuri Abban Aliya nasan tun daren jiya kace na
bata shine na manta sai dazu da na shiga
dakinta. Dama ni nace ta sha na yau yadda
bazaka gane ba. Ta kalli Aishatu nasan ba fada
masa kika yi ba, ganewa yayi na kwana daya ne
ko. Huzaifa yace ke ni ban fahimce ki ba. Aish
yi min bayanin abinda ya faru. Fadila tace ni dai
na fuskanci kamar baki so ya sanar dani ba ko?
Shima ai ba son ransa bane. Shimfida na gani a
kasa na tambayeshi shine yayi min bayanin
infection dinki. Yace saboda karnin discharge
ma shiyasa ba kya rabo da turaren wuta da air
freshner. Nasan ba dadi miji ya nuna kyamar
matarsa shiyasa na bashi shawarar ya daure ya
kwana tare dake. Ta dan masa kallon tuhuma
dont tell me baka dauki shawara ba.
A lokaci Huzaifa ya tabbatar Fadila makira ce
ajin farko. Yana kallo ta tashi ta rungume
Aishatu kiyi hakuri kinji kanwata. Nasan da ciwo
amma kamar yau ne komai zai daidaita
tsakaninki da mijinki. Duk mace ai tana son
ganin danta bayan aure. Burina ki warke yadda
zaki iya samun ciki ki cika gidan nan da yara.
Aishatu fuskar Huzaifa take kallo yadda ya
saduda cewa ta gama dashi. Har gumi yake
saboda yadda hankalinsa ya tashi. Aishatu duk
fushinta a take ya sauka. Idan Huzaifa yana son
tona mata asiri ko kyamarta bazai aureta ba.
Kuma tun yaushe suka fara kwana wuri daya
ma. Tuntuni baiji kyamar ba sai yanzu? Ta yaba
da kyaun halin Huzaifa da na yan gidansu.
Hakika kullin Fadila ne wanda ta jefa mata
shakku a zuciyarta game da mijinta.
Tana tunaninta taji yace Fadila abin har ya kai
ga ki yi min sharri haka. Aish wallahi karya take
min. Yadda yayi maganar ya kara bata tausayi
sosai. Hawaye ya zubo mata ta share da bayan
hannunta, gabanta yazo ya tsaya a sanyaye zai
sake magana tasa hannu ta rufe masa baki.
Cike da tsantsar so tace Babyna did I tell you
how much I love you? Yayi murmushi mai cike
da takaici saboda Fadila ta masa wulakanci
sosai. Yace No. Ta rungume shi ta baya to muje
muyi wanka sai na fada maka. Huzaifa da Fadila
gaba dayansu sunyi matukar mamakin abinda
Aishatu tayi. Tamkar Fadila bata dakin ta dawo
gabansa ta tsaya tana masa shagwaba ni ka
zuge min zip din na kasa. Bai iya cewa komai
ba ya zuge zip din doguwar rigar atamfar dake
jikinta. Ta ja hannunsa suka shige toilet suka
bar Fadila a tsaya baki bude.
Bata san lokacin da tace kan uba anya yarinyar
nan mutum ce kuwa? Ta fita ta bugu musu kofa
da karfi. Bata kula da lokaci ba ta kira wasila
tana kuka, dama itama jiran feedback take bata
kwanta ba..tsam ta tashi daga daki ta koma
wani dakin ta amsa wayar. Ni na rasa yadda
zanyi da yarinyar nan. Ta bata labarin duk yadda
suka yi Wasila tace kwantar da hankakinki next
week Fahad zai zo. Su Aishatu kuwa suna jin ta
fita suka fito. Huzaifa zaiyi magana ta ce kada
kace komai. I trust you. Kissing dinta yayi tare
da godiya ga Allah.
RASHIN GODIYA ✂ 46
Fadila ta aikawa Fahad text tana son su hadu
ranar litinin da safe a kofar makarantar su Aliya.
kamar yadda ta sani wannan litinin Huzaifa yana
da call wato aikin kwana a asibiti. Da wuri ta
tashi ta shirya Aliya harda yi mata girki ita da
duk ranar girkinta sai dai ta bata biscuit da
lemo.
Ta shiga dakin Aishatu ga yarki zata tafi school
tace bata ga Maama ba. Aishatu ta gyarawa
Aliyu kwanciya ta dauko homework din Aliya ta
saka mata a jaka. Sai kun dawo Aliya Allah Ya
bada saa. Fadila tace amin maaman yara.
Lokacin sati uku kenan da faruwar rikicin da ya
jawowa Fadila saki na biyu. Tun lokacin take
neman shiri da Aishatu. Tana dai kokari su
zauna lafiyan amma ta gagara sake mata.
Mutum kamar Fadila ba haka kawai ake sakewa
dashi ba. Kamar maciji take mai jiran sara da ya
sami dama.
Aliya na fita daga motar ta fara neman numbar
Fahad zata kira shi. Seat din gaba taji an bude
sai ta ga mutum ya zauna a gefenta. Bude baki
tayi zata yi ihu yace shut up and drive. Kamar
tasan muryar amma bata tantance ba jiki na bari
tace tare muke da mijina. Yayi yar dariya irin
wadda ta taba ji a waya. Sai yanzu ta gane
shi...Fahad? Yace eh. Bata sake magana ba ta
rinka bin hanyar da ya nuna mata sai da suka je
gate din central hotel yace ta shiga. Jikinta ya
danyi sanyi kana hauka ne? Hotel ne fa sai wani
ya gan mu. Fahad ya bata rai sosai idan kin
fasa ne shikenan. Aikin banza kai, ki neme ni
sannan ki nuna tsoro. Ai na zata mijin naki dan
gwal ne zaki iya komai dominsa. A harzuke tace
kada ka gaya min magana mana. Mijina yafi
karfin ka zage shi. Fahad yace eyye kaga mai
miji...yana magana yana tafa hannu. Fadila a
tsorace take da shi tace muje amma kayi sauri
kada ya koma gida bana nan. Har dakin da yayi
masauki ya kaita duk da ta san hakan bai dace
ba amma tana ji a ranta babu abinda bazata yi
ba akan raba Huzaifa da Aishatu. Mijinta ne ita
kadai. Sun hada plan din duk yadda zasu
bullowa lamarin yace to sai naji daga gareki.
Fadila tace shikenan.
Tana fita ya koma kan gadonsa ya zauna.
Yahanasu ya kira a waya tace ya aikin kayi
breakfast kuwa? Ya gyara kwanciya banyi ba na
dan soma abinda ya kawo ni ne. Tace to Allah
Ya dubi niyya my dear. Yace amin Yaha....yana
jin ihunta tana cewa Allah bana so, wane irin
Yaha kamar a kauye. To ba yar kauyen bace ya
amsa yana dariya.
Huzaifa daga wurin aiki gidan Umma ya wuce.
Yaya kubra tace to meye kuma kayi mana
sammako yau kamar wani gwauro? Yayi
murmushi yau a waliyinki nazo. Ta jefa mishi
dankali Umma kinga autanki zai min rashin
kunya ko? Umma tace rashin kunya ko gaskiya
kaga shigo daga ciki autan umma muyi magana.
Yaya kubra ta tsaya daga jikin kofa tana jin
bayanin Huzaifa akan yadda suka yi da mijinta.
Yayi alqawarin raba musu gida da mahaifiyarsa
tunda ya tabbatar zaman tare ne yasa Hajiyar ta
koyi sa wa iyalinsa ido. Gobe zasu je Rano tare
ya biya sadaki. Yaya kubra ta ce duk yaushe
aka gama wannan shawarar ina cikin gidan nan.
Nifa ba cewa nayi ya rabu da Haj ba. Kawai
abinda take yi ne bana so. Umma tace ya rage
naku ni dai wannan zaman naki ya isheni a
koma ayi bautar aure. Daga nan Huzaifa ya
wuce gida. Sai da ya shiga dakin Aish suka
gaisa sannan ya tafi dakinsa. Fadila yanzu
kwantar da kai take sosai shi dai yana zaune da
ita ne kawai saboda Allah amma duk ta fice
masa a rai.
Aishatu kuwa gyaran jiki suke zuwa da Anti
Sauda sauki ya samu. Anti Sauda har tsokanarta
take wai tana sheki saboda zata fara amarci.
Tace kai antiña ni kunya nake ji. Ta kai mata
duka a baya kyaji da gulmarki bayan nasan
kwana bakwai dinnan sunyi miki nisa. Aishatu ta
sake dariya. Wayarta ce tayi ringing gashi duk
jikinta an shafe shi da wani abu an rufeta da
bargo ga garwashi da turaren wuta mai matukar
kamshi. Ta kalli wayar da kalar tausayi alamun
anti sauda ta saka mata. Anti Sauda tace kaji
min yarinya fa. Tun dazu yake bugowa ku gaisa
kamar na sato ki. Aishatu tace na karshe ne
Anti daga wannan zan fada masa yayi hakuri sai
an goge min yadda zan dauka da kaina. Anti
Sauda da mai gyaran jikin suna ta dariya. Daga
lokacin da suka fara Huzaifa ya kira sau hudu
duk Antin ke saka mata wayar a kunne. Wannan
karon tana dora mata tace baby kaji Anti Sauda
ko.....muryarta da yaji tayi masa dadi. Yaushe
rabon da yaji wannan muryar mai taba masa
zuciya. Shiru taji tace baby ko baka ji na ne.
Yace ina jinki Aisha....Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi
rajiun. Da karfi tace FAHAD? Anti Sauda ta yar
da wayar ba shiri.
RASHIN GODIYA ✂ 45
Kasa bacci Huzaifa yayi a daren saboda bacin
rai. Hakika ba don Allah Ya taimake shi Aishatu
mace ce mai fahimta da yin uzuri ba bai san da
yadda zai fitar da kansa ba. Zama da Fadila
bala'i ne, sai yanzu ma ya kara tabbatar da
hakan. In Allah Ya yarda sai ya toshe duk wata
kofa da zata sake kawo musu matsala.
Yana dawowa daga sallar asuba ya tafi dakinta.
kwance tace hankali kwance tana bacci. Lallai
bata da kunya duk abinda tayi har ta iya bacci
haka. Takardar da ya rubuto tun kafin ya shigo
gida ya ajiye a karkashin wayarta ya fita. sai
yanzu yaji wani dadi kamar an sauke masa
katon dutse. Yaransa yasan ko bashi da rai
Aishatu zata rike su amana. Ya koma daki suka
koma bacci bayan sunyi karatu don bacci bai
ishesu ba a gidan. Wurin karfe takwas suka ji
wani gigitaccen kuka. Aishatu ta farka a tsorace
baby waye wannan? Kaji wani irin ihu kuwa. shi
kuwa ko yunkurin tashi baiyi ba tunda yasan mai
kukan da dalilin kukan. Aishatu ta dan jijjiga shi
don Allah ka tashi ka duba. Yayi murmushi na
duba wato idan dodo ne ya cinyeni ni kadai ko?
To anki wayon. Tace to ni bari naje ya cinyeni
tunda haka kake so. Ya janyo hannunta dawo ki
kwanta kinji Aish. Fadila ce take yi. Ai tuni ta
mike shine kake kwance bayan kasan mai yi.
Idan wani abin ne ya faru a gidan fa. Huzaifa ya
juya baya ya gyara kwanciya sai ya cinyeta ita
kadai. Ganin da gaske bazai fita ba sai ta tashi
ta tafi dakin fadilan. Kuka take sosai tana fizge
fizge. Aishatu dai sai taki karasawa ciki don
tsoro ta bata. Fadila me ya sameki? Da katon
zaginta ta juyo zata fara sai ta tuna yadda suka
yi da uwarta wasila. Ta rarrafa ta rike kafar
Aishatu ki min rai Aishatu kingani. Abban Aliya
ya sakeni, na biyu kenan. Duk abinda nayi jiya
sharri ne da karya. Ni kadai nayi bincike na
batare da ya sani ba. Daga yau na dena na
hakura na tabbatar aurenku babu mai iya raba
shi. Wannan masifaffen kishi ta fada tana dafe
kirji ki tayani addua Allah Ya yaye min. Dama
tsoro nake kada ki rabani da mijina to gashi da
kaina nake sawa ya nisance ni saboda halaye
na. Kayya na cuci kaina na biyewa kishin banza.
Tausayi sosai ta bawa Aishatu tace nawa yayi
miki. Fadila a ranta tace ji kamar ba ita ta zuga
shi ba. Daya ne ta fada tana ta matsar kwalla.
Ki rufa min asiri yadda Allah Ya rufa miki. Tare
suka juya zasu dakinsa suka ganshi a tsaye.
Yace Aish zo ki wuce daki. Kin zauna tana fada
miki karya da gaskiya kina ji. Zuwa yanzu ya
kamata kisan halin Fadila. Tafiyarta ita ce
alkhairi garemu. Fadila ta fara bashi hakuri
kawai sai ta fadi kasa. Huzaifa yayi dariya yana
kallonta. Yace kin gani ko Aish, idan bata yi abin
kallo ba bata jindadi. Idan kin farfado ki kira
mutanen gidanku suzo daukarki don wallahi
bazaki min idda a nan ba. Zan baki ci da sha
duk inda zaki. Aishatu ta sake kallon Fadila
wadda taki motsi duk da yadda kanta ya soma
kaikayi kamar mai kwarkwata. Tace babyna kayi
mata afuwa for the last time. Nasan dacin saki
da rayuwar da ke biyo bayansa ga wanda ya
zalumci dan uwansa. Ta dan shafa mata ruwa a
fuska sai gashi ta farfado huzaifa yace ai na
zata kin tafi kenan. Fadila cikin kuka tace ku
taimake ni ko albarkacin cikin dake jikina. Duk
sunyi mamaki sai dai Huzaifa yasan bazata
masa karyar ciki ba. Don tasan zai iya dubawa
ya tabbatar. Aishatu tace Fadila nasan zan dade
ban kara yarda dake ba don na biyu kenan
abinda kika yi min. Amma darajar abinda ke
cikinki muna rokonka ka taimaka maganar sakin
ka janye. Idan ta sake yi maka laifi nayi
alqawari bazan shiga ba. Fadila ta rungumeta ta
tana ta godiya. Shi kuwa fita yayi.
A sanyaye ta bishi daki yana zaune bakin gado
ya dafe kai. Aishatu ta zauna a kusa dashi ta
dafa masa kafada. Baby ka gode Allah
sharrinta baiyi tasiri a kanmu ba da yanzu
zuciya ta debe ni kila nice zan nemi sakin. Yayi
saurin rufe mata baki. Allah Ya kiyaye
Aish...tace to tunda hakan bai faru ba ya
kamata mu nuna godiyar ga Allah ta hanyar
yafe mata. Ka kara hakuri ko don darajar yara.
Yace yanzu kin yarda na dawo da ita. Ta gyada
kai don tsakani da Allah tana tsoron Fadila.
Amma tana kwadayin ladan da ake bawa mai
yawan afuwa idan an cutar dashi. Ya kankameta
yana mata magana a kunne Aish it seems kina
so sonki yayi min yawa a raina. Ke wace irin
mace ce? Ya shafi fuskarta...you are too nice,
too good. And Dr Rano loves you so much for
that. Ita ma tace and I love you too. Ban taba
tunanin zanyi aure namiji yaga darajata ba sai
gashi ka zama sanadin gushewar duk bacin ran
da na kwaso a baya. Duk da halin da nake ciki
baka guje ni ba baby ta yaya zanyi sanadiyar
raba maka iyali? Yace Alhamdulillah itama ta
maimaita suka manta da Fadila da ke daki tana
waya da Fahad.
Wasila ce ta turo mata numbarsa ta kira. Cikin
isa da gadara tace masa sunana Fadila matar
mijin tsohuwar matarka. Idan har kana sonta har
yanzu ka zo mu hadu. Fahad yace ke kinsan da
wa kike magana kuwa kike nema ki rinka bani
order kamar yaronki? Ta tabe baki ba Fahad
bane. Yayi wata yar dariya shine, ya kamata ki
san ba'a yiwa fahad magana a haka. Idan kin
shirya ki sanar dani wurin da zamu hadu. Sai
kawai ya kashe wayar. Ta tsaya tana kallon
wayar a hannunta tana juyata. Shi kuma wannan
waye ta fada a zuciyarta.
RASHIN GODIYA ✂ 47
Aishatu ta rude jikinta na rawa tace Anti Sauda
me zai sa ya kira ni haka kawai. Anti Sauda
tace kinga kwantar da hankalinki in Allah Ya
yarda ba komai. Ita dai Aishatu hankalinta bai
kwanta ba sai da aka goge mata jiki ta tashi
jikinta duk ba kwari. Anti sauda tace kina zuwa
gida ki sanar da Dr don daga labarinsa ni ko
kadan ban yarda dashi ba. Aishatu tace ai dole
anti. Ni sam ban yarda da rufa rufa ba. Fahad
mugun makiri ne ga iya hada sharri. Suna
magana suka fito waje, dama gidan babu nisa
da na Anti sauda a kasa suka je.
Fadila tana zaune gaban motar Huzaifa ya
daukota daga gidansu tace Abban Aliya mu biya
mu dauko Aishatu naga jiya irin lokacin nan ta
dawo. Huzaifa yayi tsaki bana son iyayi, ta
sanar dake inda zata ne da kike cewa a
daukota. Ko kuwa son jin kwaf ne ya motsa kike
neman bugun cikina. Fadila ta sunkuyar da kai,
nasan duk abinda nayi ne a baya yasa komai
nayi yanzu sai ka fassara shi da wata manufa.
Shareta yayi don yasan son jan zancen take. Ya
dauki wayarsa ya kira

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